guys, I'm so tired. I have no idea what happened to me, but I haven't slept for three days now. I can't control my mood, so I'm going from super happy through super sad to super crazy.

so, I had this super crazy mood today at my arts school and I've made a great decision. You know, I was just wondering what to do with my graduate work without any results, I was slowly beginning to become hopeless.

i had my newest drawings (johny depp and john with yoko) with me today - my teacher was really surprised and pleased and happy. And she had this idea, you know, a really crazy idea - to leave my first and only vision of my graduate work and to totally change it. And do you guys know what? I agreed.

oh, if I'd just agreed - I was super super super happy about it!

and now, here it goes, the new idea for my graduate work with a common title 'Fish':

I'll draw a lots of little, bigger and big portraits and details of various people (for example - I'm definitelly going to have between them johny depp, john lennon and yoko ono, captain john yossarian, one of my classmates, a little baby girl, a japanese woman...). It's going to be fun, and I can work on it anytime and anywhere. I mostly work at home, I actually can't draw nothing in my arts school, I'm just talking and talking and laughing and talking there.

...and in the middle of all the faces - a fish.

maybe it is totally crazy and unreasonable and maybe it is just a proof that I'm a lunatic, but I so freaking love this idea. A lots of people and a fish...

ok, my 'crazy time' is back...better leaving you here. I'm gonna write, or draw, or read, or dream, or whatever.