...about lunatics, fish and changes

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guys, I'm so tired. I have no idea what happened to me, but I haven't slept for three days now. I can't control my mood, so I'm going from super happy through super sad to super crazy.

so, I had this super crazy mood today at my arts school and I've made a great decision. You know, I was just wondering what to do with my graduate work without any results, I was slowly beginning to become hopeless.

i had my newest drawings (johny depp and john with yoko) with me today - my teacher was really surprised and pleased and happy. And she had this idea, you know, a really crazy idea - to leave my first and only vision of my graduate work and to totally change it. And do you guys know what? I agreed.

oh, if I'd just agreed - I was super super super happy about it!

and now, here it goes, the new idea for my graduate work with a common title 'Fish':

I'll draw a lots of little, bigger and big portraits and details of various people (for example - I'm definitelly going to have between them johny depp, john lennon and yoko ono, captain john yossarian, one of my classmates, a little baby girl, a japanese woman...). It's going to be fun, and I can work on it anytime and anywhere. I mostly work at home, I actually can't draw nothing in my arts school, I'm just talking and talking and laughing and talking there.

...and in the middle of all the faces - a fish.

maybe it is totally crazy and unreasonable and maybe it is just a proof that I'm a lunatic, but I so freaking love this idea. A lots of people and a fish...

ok, my 'crazy time' is back...better leaving you here. I'm gonna write, or draw, or read, or dream, or whatever.
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SANU-CHAN's avatar
Hey, what's so bad about being a lunatic?
It sounds awesome to me! Sound like a great vision. And you know what? Doesn't matter what anyone thinks about it, as long as you feel good about it.
When I was a 12th grader and did my final (and most important) art project, I'd been painting something over six months when one day I realized I simply hate it. I went crazy and painted over it. All my classmates went like "OMGSH NO WHAT ARE YOU DOING YOU'VE BEEN WORKING ON THAT LIKE FOREVER!" I just kept painting over. XD It made me SO happy back then! Hated that picture! And then I started all over again with a new vision. It came out great. I regret nothing. XD
Anyway what I'm trying to say is that you must do as you feel, because this is all about you, not the grade you'll get or anything like that. Good luck dear :)